hello again

I feel like a free man. I’m freer than I’ve ever been of worry, anxiety, depression. It’s a relief. There’s the occasional pothole but maybe that’s just life, and I dont feel like I would appreciate how content I am if I hadnt been so low before. I’m forever growing, I havent peaked. One day I will peak, and the peak will be high and sweet, but let’s not forget the best part about climbing something really high is enjoying the journey down. That’s a really frilly, optimistic metaphor that doesnt really relate to life, but self-assurance and believing in something is the hand rail at the edge of the Grand Canyon for me, and I do so suffer from vertigo. I suppose my point is that I’ve accepted things wont always be on the way up, and that’s fine with me; I feel lucky to have had such happiness for as long as I have.

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Every once in a while, a student will come up to me and ask, ‘Señor Chang, why do you teach Spanish?’ [chuckles]
They say it just like that. Why do *you* teach Spanish? [grin drops] Why you? Why not math? Why not photography? Why not martial arts? I mean, surely, it must be in my nature to instruct you in something that’s ancient and secret, like, oh, building a wall that you can see from outer space! Well, I’ll tell you why I teach Spanish. It is none of your business, okay? I don’t wanna have any conversations about what a mysterious, inscrutable man I am. Oh hee hee hee hee hee hee! Oh hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo! I am a Spanish Genius! In español, my nickname is *El Tigre Chino*! [pretends to bite Shirley’s neck]’Cause my knowledge will bite her face off! So don’t question Señor Chang or you’ll get bit. Yah bit! Yah bit!
Best Character Introduction Ever -  Señor Chang, Community

amazing.

amazing.


it’s a tiny piece of paper

it’s a tiny piece of paper


sad

sad


We made love on the living room floor
with the noise in the background of a televised war,
and in the deafening pleasure I thought I heard someone say
“if we walk away, they’ll walk away

cool.

cool.

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good times

my lovely girlfriend has joined the gym. now I have her as my gym buddy! we now have another thing to share. she is great. and she can get skinnier and more toned so she can stop crying about her weight (yay)

also, I havent done this for a while so… I love her! fuck! I still love her. so damn much. moreso, even, than before, though I didnt think it would be possible to. we’re like one person. it’s amazing. she’s at work and I feel so lost without her. she’s my whole world. I adore her. I feel so lucky to have her and I cant imagine any kind of life without her. it’s dangerous to be so ridiculously dependent but I really feel that way! she completes me. sigh. okay I’m done.


this made me real-life laugh


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